I wanted to be happy for you.
I do, I really do but...
My heart, mind and entire being is just full of hatred, jealousy, envy, sorrow, and bottled up emotions.
I just cant be 100% supportive towards you.
I want too but somewhere in myself, I hate you.
I hate everything about you.
I hate how you have everything that I can't have.
I hate how you can live your life unlike mine.
I know I'm not the best kind of human being like this but..
My Numerous Complains On My Life
Its all the stories that are pent up in me... My complaints... My worries... My sadness... My happiness... My insignificant life on this earth to sum it up...
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Cycle
The cycle of life...
You know~
It goes like this :-
Life > Adolescence > Adulthood > Plateau > Death
Its a beautiful cycle of all living being.
Some might think differently but for me, that is the cycle.
Now, I have my own cycles.
I have a cycle of self-hate and craving.
I got more than 2 but there are all random cycles.
You know~
It goes like this :-
Life > Adolescence > Adulthood > Plateau > Death
Its a beautiful cycle of all living being.
Some might think differently but for me, that is the cycle.
Now, I have my own cycles.
I have a cycle of self-hate and craving.
I got more than 2 but there are all random cycles.
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Crying
All over the years that I had live,
I am a cry baby...
I love to cry...
I mean its like each week I would cry a few time.
Its not mainly because I'm sad,
The cause would always be me.
I taunt and bully myself to the point of crying.
This cycle happen each day.
I would try to not cry.
I am a cry baby...
I love to cry...
I mean its like each week I would cry a few time.
Its not mainly because I'm sad,
The cause would always be me.
I taunt and bully myself to the point of crying.
This cycle happen each day.
I would try to not cry.
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