I wanted to be happy for you.
I do, I really do but...
My heart, mind and entire being is just full of hatred, jealousy, envy, sorrow, and bottled up emotions.
I just cant be 100% supportive towards you.
I want too but somewhere in myself, I hate you.
I hate everything about you.
I hate how you have everything that I can't have.
I hate how you can live your life unlike mine.
I know I'm not the best kind of human being like this but..
